" I'll be The Greatest Fans of Your Life " - Goo Goo Dolls

more than half year not write any word here.

the last was September, right a month before we made our greatest tragedy ever.... should we call it as a tragedy? uhmm.... no. better a 'mistake', doesn't? because a mistake is a 'missed-take', we missed out to take the right one....  but start from that's where we became aware of what is right, and what we did was a really 'mistake'. And because we know we still love each other, so we want to rise up and to learn from that mistake ... to move on to be better, there are many who have to sacrificed, and much to hurt so deep ... but it was all worth it, especially for now, after all we've been through, we become better and become stronger.

therein lies the lesson that we get ... everyone deserves a second chance, and I'm very grateful you gave me that second chance.
But here I do not want to discuss about it further, or deeper. because I think we do not have to always remember the painful past .... let the painful past stays into memories in our hearts and minds that one day it will be buried with many new memories, but still, the values ​​that we derive from it will still be something that we always hold on to. 

Associated with the title of this post, yes you must have been very familiar with that song ... You know what? every time I hear this song my mind is always brought back at our moments in Semarang ... moments when we can be so spontaneous, and very excited about everything.... very liberal without thinking what will happen tomorrow ... on our mind when the moment happened was only how or what way we can spend time together, to have fun and vibrant .... although we do not know the place where we would sleep that night, haha .... very funny ... very nice .... very spontaneous .... very innocent .... very brave... very honest .... really fall in love ....

a side of his hometown, from my underwater camera

 

I did not care about waiting all day in the car, wrote a lot of stupid and ridiculous things, just to wait for you finished your duty .... I also did not care we had to sleep in the car near a garden, or under the bridge .... make ridiculous pose or stupid face in our pictures in the car, just to enjoy the time ....

In fact the time had kept so many things that have happened in our lives. make it into history .... even a song can be the conductor, a good storyteller about a time that had ever happened between us and love ...